I've lived in a broken household all my life. From one part of my family to the next.
It is hard to be normal or find happiness in a life like this, but I have tried.
Oh how I have tried.
I tried to keep the peace, I tried to be the best that I could be.
Now, in the end, I see it was all pointless.
I live in a hopeless trap of sides.
Neither pleasing one or the other.
I give up on happiness.
I give up on peace.
All there is now, is just to live each day, get through it, and when the end is near, just be happy I survived it all.